What's of Life....

What's of Life, when you don't have anyone. Yes, you have friends, family, but they can only be there so much for you. They can't complete your life, they can't run it for you. You can only tell them so much, but after the point, you can't anymore. You have no one to confide in, and it feels like your heart wants to explode. You meet people everyday, and you make relationships with some. Some people are just cruel, and some are the best people you will ever meet. You believe you find your self someone, you make an idea that this person is the one. Things are going so well, with ups and downs of course. As nothing is perfect. You find some one with so many similarities, traits, views on life. You learn to confide and mend a close relationship. In reality, you really do not know them. They hide things from you, or will not open up to you, as much as you try to get answers. As much as you want to be an adult and work things out. You can never get to close to anyone. You always have to watch your back, as people are selfish, they do things for themselves. Love is a strong word. Its different every time. Yet, you yourself knows when its the real thing. Does that someone know? Or did they pretend? Did they throw you away just because some thing was not right? No one will ever know, no one will ever understand? You will never know what goes on in their mind, you will never know the truth. All you will feel is loneliness, rejection, and never know why that one person left you.