Someone who Completes you...

When u find some one that completes u want to hold on to it with your dearest life. Yes you are complete as yourself. Having that someone is a different completeness. It Is a wholeness and warmth you feel of being loved. Its. Just astare when you incomplete. You to not understand why that feeling is gone and you keep trying to figure out why. You are apauled by how the person that completed you decided to walk away. You were the one fighting and showing you are not going any where! You commite yourself because you knew it was right and you would be mislead if you were living a lie. You would ha e walked away a long time ago. You would not even have thought twice. You need a reality check! You need to snap out of it! But how? You can't because when you yourself know you have found your one true love you never let go. Yet it is said if it was true love you gotta let go sometimes to see if the would come back to you. Yet waiting is the hardest part. Wondering if they will ever appreciate you for who you are and respect you. Seems inevitable because it is obvious that they do not and you are wasting your time. This person will never ever realize and by the time they do it will be to late. They do not know how to work on a relationship so they run away. They find excuses to runaway and not focus. Called selfishness. It will be impossible to find a person. As committd as you were to that one person. Not many people with big huge hearts that are hopless romantics. You know you have things to work on but you did not even get aChance to. Feels like all these thoughts are a repitition and its an ongoing dillema. It pains you to replay certain memories and thoughts. You are scares to face that person bcuz you didn't do anything wrong and the designed a wall of rejection against you. You may be looking to deep into this and got everything wrong. If only you could talk to this person and stop this nonsense of childish being. It would make things so much better. How do u step up your game? How do you become a srltrong person? How do you fall so deep for someone? Get use to their touch, their skin? Does care? Or did he mean life with out you is in his best interest? Understood if you did somthing treachory but you did not. All you did was be there. So you are broken. Waiting for hope and some light, but do not hold your hopes up as you probably deserved getting the person you love rippedFrom under you. They never loved you yet they told you they did. It was false information. Yet they would not say it if they didn't mean it. What now? What do you do? All you can do is be patient. Nothing else. Yet it kills you because all you want is to feel their touch again and the one passionte kiss. You want to be held an never let go of.