Time to let go of something that once was real. You screwed up your life and fucked up and all you were doing was fighting for the one you love. It back fired.....everyone sees you as some crazy lunatic. Your image has been corrupted. You never thought you'd be screwed over by people that you thought were you friends. They might have not done it literally, but they did mentally. its so sad that no one especially the man i love believe in what i feel or fight for me. I'm wearing my self out....i'm suffocating myself, cuz all i am doing is fighting and fighting for something that made me soo freaking happy and i made that some one happy too. Its over now, time to start life from scratch....with the people that care most about me, and accept me for who i am, and don't judge me for my flaws. I know you care, but you won't admit it. To tough to just let go. Life is short, if you keep goin the way you going about women, you'll never end up happy with any one..... you'll never find anyone that was willing to fight even if it made my life a mess.....all i wanted was to be seen, a chance, to show that i can be better and willing to adjust. I knew i need to talk and make things right. you didn't even give me room to grow, you didn't believe or have faith......you don't even know what it means to be in love or fight because you have never done it.....i hope one day you'll realize i was the one for you, and you'll stop judging my flaws and accept me for who i am. Your blinded by anger and frustration. Its not all about me....i was fighting for us....i'm not the smartest one out of the bunch, but my heart is......i never wanted to force you to do anything, and i did listen, you just believed i didn't....i know you have a warm caring heart, i just wish you would show it....i will never ever understand....why you became this way, because all i did was fight....because I love you.....and you lightened up my day.....i just wish you'd feel the same....and try to see my point of view, when all your doing is looking at yours and what you think...and believe me i tried seeing your side....i tried revaluating ur thinkng process....it still didnt' define why? and what reasons....i just wish you'd talk to me...but its time to let go ..... i know you never will talk to me because you don't understand why i was fighting for you in the first place.......even if it was the wrong way, i still fought....just wish you'd see the good in me and not look at my flaws....and not cared what your friends think....but i can't change what you think or ur ways.....ur as stubborn as i am...i am blinded by love, that is why i tried fighting so hard...and it got me screwed over in the end....cuz i give so much, and you can't appreciate or see that...you just look at what i did wrong.... that is what hurts the most.....because you can't see what i really feel about you.....its a lost cause though, you built up an immunity, and there was no reason for you too...good bye and i will always love you.....all i can do is hope that one day u'll see my side and not be so caught up on what i did wrong....
I'm Sorry
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